Forever in School

Hi,

So I have insomnia which is a very unpleasant thing to have, but productive at times. I just signed up for the last four classes, undergrad, that stand in my way of being able to go to Wheaton for their MA in Clinical Psychology. I am overwhelmingly excited since I enjoy being a student (if only it was a paid position). I will not think about how this detracts from my desire to go to Wheaton since it only means more money for undergrad and less money for grad school. I am taking Statistics and Psychology of Personality this summer and then next semester I will take Social Psychology and Abnormal Psychology. I am loving every minute of my journey into psychology even as I learn that I am not as open to the dive into your feelings aspect as I once thought I would be. I know that I would not have enjoyed and pursued this before in this way, so I am not regretting not having majored in this in my undergraduate work. It would have made life easier and cheaper but life doesn't always work that way. Gah, I am so excited and yet as I told my class today...I am excited and yet when I think about it practically I get so low because I have no idea how one pays for school loans when they can barely pay for rent, gas, and food, and expect to pay to go to grad school when it's $630 dollars a credit hours. But all this is too beyond this moment and this hour. So I am done!